Gray Tape

I know who you are
Skip the introduction
Yeah, yeah
Tell me what you’re doing here
Did you come just to put me in the dungeon
No, no
Gray tape in the deck, got a cup full of mud
Got a heart full of hate, both eyes full of blood
100 on that freeway, man I’m so gone
This young boy can’t see straight, I hope I see home
What’s wrong with me? what I want to be is so far away, I’m living for today
Cus tomorrow ain’t promised, I got to get it while I’m here
And I’m just being honest, I see God in the mirror
I live my life according to how I was raised
Could care less about your God and about the price he paid
No religion, I was born with suspicion
Saw the church as your tradition, and I didn’t want to be a slave
To die is hell, to live is gain, but if I die, I’m not afraid
A total lie, this mess I’ve made, is more than I can bare
So can He save… me?
My fortitude is my solitude so please stay away from me
Death was a debt that I accrued, why would you pay for me?
They prayed for me
They talked to me
It’s 3 am in my dorm room
Don’t really know what it means yet
But I feel like I’ll be born soon
New life, first breath, they cried too when I first wept
Held me up so I wouldn’t fall now I’m taking these first steps
I’m running now, running now, this race here’s with myself
You’re in pursuit, high speed chase, slowed it down gray tape