Nothing at All

She doesnt defend me suspicion suspends me
Everything has to go her way
Take the best of me I want to see it thrown away
Cut off my upper hand I want to lose control
Completely surrounded I feel like Im nothing at all
So take my time dont respect whats mine
Cause I haven’t even thought of you at all
Youre not the first one to say that youre the last one to know
These costly decisions are now set in stone
And its hard so hard to swallow
The lack of resent the hate inside
Could probably see out through my eyes
Admit defeat this is nothing new
My alibis go on and on
Completely surrounded I feel like Im nothing at all
So take my time dont respect whats mine
Cause I haven’t even thought of you at all
So faithfully she looks up to the sky
Without ever knowing why
Heavens fall from grace
And its written on her