So What

My head is full of smoke, I wish I was flying
Far away from home, some place nice to die in
You haunt the ground I walk on
I sink to the bottom I wish you would leave me alone
I don’t give a damn if you love me
I don’t even understand how you touch me
All my sins stick to my body like I stuck to you
These days the people want me
These days your face it haunts me
But I can’t hate you for the things you put me through
(You put me through)
I can’t hate you for the shit you put me through
Is it okay if I miss you? (Hol' up)
Goddammit, I’m broken, reflection is cracked
Shit have fun trying to see through
Now that I’m sober I just want to die
Goddammit, I need you but it’s alright
I don’t think that I need you, I know that I love you
It’s just hard to stay clean and existing without you
I don’t give a damn if you love me
I don’t even understand how you touch me
All my sins stick to my body like I stuck to you
These days the people want me
These days your face it haunts me
But I can’t hate you for the things you put me through
(You put me through)
Get out of my head
You make me wish I was dead
You lost, so what?
I wish you’d keep your mouth shut
It hurts, I bet
You thought you’d run with my set
You can’t, so what?
I wish you’d shut the fuck up