Afraid

Welcome to my paradise
Get it well done with a pair of fries
Little bit of rum and I’ll share the price
Living while I’m young but I’m terrified
That I won’t make it so I criticize
Everything I make cause I’m paralyzed
Thinking of the life that I idolize
Why the fuck am I so hypnotized
I been working on this experiment
Journey in the world for experience
Heart kinda cold like greenest mint
When you getting this old you be fearing shit
Hiding my face if I’m just a failure
Ponder my mind and the farther future o
Think it all the time that it’s harder after
If I don’t do it then I’m just a bastard
I don’t want to wait
I’ve been telling all these people that I am so great
And that I can make it if I am put up on the stage
But what i do not tell them is that I am so afraid
Who the fuck is real as this
I Came out the cut like a bullet clip
Made a way out the dust on this desert trip
Always do what I want when I’m getting lit
Hitting up the game I’ve been going electric
Looking like tripping cause my face symmetric
Knowing what I’m sipping when I’m getting my relics
Acid in my hair cause I swear that I’m melting
Everybody’s talking slow
Looking through these eyes I’d see you glow
Tryna find your place in the setting snow
Didn’t really know it could get this cold
Feeling like a genius
You haven’t even seen shit
Looking for a meaning
Wanna believe in
What you are dreaming
Fighting your demons
So you can leave it
Without reason
Without a reason
I’m gonna go crazy
I’m feeling it lately
I wanna be famous
The dragon I’m chasing
Imagine me facing
Executive evil
The corporate people
I’m never stopping
I gotta be popping
I’ll go locomotive
If that’s how you throw it
I’m facts and you focus
On bullshit and posting
I’m rap and the dopest
I’ll battle the locus
That’s how you know where my realness begins
Reaching so far that you couldn’t extend
I been dreaming and working for purpose I know how my thirst is a part of it
They couldn’t find me I’m always on high ground
Divinity flying I’m finding I’m
High now
Infinity lying I’m falling for time down
The misery tying me into my own sound
They gonna try to tie me down (Woaw- oh)
Gonna try to tie me down for good
I don’t want to wait
I’ve been telling all these people that I am so great
And that I can make it if I am put up on the stage
But what i do not tell them is that I am so afraid