Lose My Heart

I think I’ll lose my heart for this one hundred days from now,
Never am I strong enough to ever see it out,
I might lose my faith in you before the day I die,
I might tell you that I love you but I won’t look you in the eyes.
I made you a promise that I never meant to keep,
I’m a doubting Thomas in the midst of my defeat,
I’m sinking like a faithless man, I’m drowning in the sea,
When my eyes are falling from you you say, «Keep your eyes on me.»
I came into your kingdom but my eyes were stern and cold,
I said, «I might pierce your hands, but you can’t have my soul.»
Then I went into your temple, now I’m stealing all your gold,
But you’re loving and forgiving, or so I am told.
I think I’ll lose my heart for this one hundred days from now,
Never am I strong enough to ever see it out.