I’m Not Ready

I said one in a million and I see it with my eyes
I said u one in a million and I feel it when there closed
I said u one in a million and I need u by my side
But I’m not ready, no I’m not ready
No I’m not asking u to wait for me, wait for me
It’s best u stay away from me
I’m not ready
Cuz I’m not ready
No I’m not asking u to wait for me, wait for me
It’s just best u stay away from me
I’m not ready
Cuz I’m not ready
I’m not ready to picture u getting ready and losing weight for the wedding that
u dreamed of
When I’m not sure I’m ready to receive love
I grew up with my parents in two separate houses
I used to always have two Christmases but now I’m finding
That it’s bigger then that, I always overlooked it growing up, and now it’s
hard to even picture all my kids coming from one
Women that I love and that’s not yo fault
I don’t know if it’s cuz my past or am I talking out my ass, cuz I had a glass
of that shit I said I’d never drink
But it’s 12:30 in the morning and it help me speak
About the things that’s heavy on my heart I know he’ll understand
One day I’ll never need this poison to help me be a man
And say what’s on my mind disregarding whoever in the room
I hate recording with all deez people, please clear the room so I can see
Eye to eye with just me, how ima find myself with all these niggas watching me?
But still I always said you.
I said one in a million and I see it with my eyes
I said u one in a million and I feel it when there closed
I said u one in a million and I need u by my side
But I’m not ready, no I’m not ready
No I’m not asking u to wait for me, wait for me
It’s best u stay away from me
I’m not ready
Cuz I’m not ready
No I’m not asking u to wait for me, wait for me
It’s just best u stay away from me
I’m not ready
Cuz I’m not ready
Most call it meeting the right one at the wrong time
Maybe got the right shape but the wrong mind
I believe everything’s on time
I believe everything happens for a reason regardless of the religion you
believe in
Know this or know nothing
I said one in a million and I see it with my eyes
I said u one in a million and I feel it when there closed
I said u one in a m… I’m sorry
But I’m not ready, no I’m not ready
No I’m not asking u to wait for me, wait for me
It’s best u stay away from me
I’m not ready
I’m not ready
No I’m not asking u to wait for me, wait for me
It’s just best u stay away from me
I’m not ready
I’m not ready. I’m not ready