So Much Nothing

I feel so much everything
So now it feels like nothing
Nothing feels real anymore
Nothing is the same
I don’t know how to feel anymore
I am no longer sane
At least I’m off these god forsaken pills
Now at least, at least I know it’s real
Now these tears that stream down my face
Are the only way I know I’m real
I feel so much everything
So now it feels like nothing
I break
Breaking me, now you’re breaking me
Break
You’re breaking me, now I’m breaking
This all feels like a scene from a movie reel
How else can things go so wrong?
From point A to B I’m fucking up
I hope this won’t last long
I’m sitting here in catatonia
I don’t know what to do
Everything is so beautiful
My mind’s so ugly but what’s new?
I feel so much everything
So now it feels like nothing
I break
Breaking me, now you’re breaking me
Break
You’re breaking me, now I’m breaking
(Oh)
I feel so much everything
So now it feels like nothing
I break
Breaking me, now you’re breaking me
Break
You’re breaking me, now I’m breaking