Push

How the fuck am I supposed to feel
You can’t trust me in this time again
And you’ll see how I can push this into you
This time I won’t hurt you
Open wide and feel me
You hurt the way you’ve hurt before
Tearing screaming piercing pain again within you
But you deal with it because you can
Take it like it can’t live without this feeling
And you fall apart
You regret this in your own way
You’ll never see how I
Feel this, take this
Use this, I’ll push this in
I’ll push you in
And you fall apart
Regret this in your own way
You’ll never see how I see this
Touch this, and I feel this
I’ll take this and use this
Abuse this
And push you away
How the fuck am I supposed to feel
This time I won’t hurt you
Open wide and feel me