More or Less

What it’s like
You will never know
Every high and every single low
And how I’ve tried my best to let you go
When we were young we didn’t think it through
You lived for me
I said I’d die for you
Now I’m scared my wish is coming true
I get flashbacks
I thought too much
I’m tied back
Didn’t think enough
I don’t think I’m cut out for this
I get flashbacks
I thought too much
I’m tied back
Didn’t think enough
I don’t think I’ve allowed this
Like the more I put in the less I get out
How it feels I can never say
Waking up every single day
And how I’ve tried my best to run away
I get flashbacks
I thought too much
I’m tied back
Didn’t think enough
I don’t think I’m cut out for this
I get flashbacks
I thought too much
I’m tied back
Didn’t think enough
I don’t think I’ve allowed this
Like the more I put in the less I get out
Oh-oh
The first thing in the morning
The last thing before I sleep
Having dreams all days and nights and everything in between
The corners of my mind
Only place where I can’t reach
(??) through memories (??)
I get flashbacks
I thought too much
I’m tied back
Didn’t think enough
I don’t think I’m cut out for this
I get flashbacks
I thought too much
I’m tied back
Didn’t think enough
I don’t think I’ve allowed this
Like the more I put in the less I get out
The more I put in the less I get out
It’s like the more I put in the less I get out
The more I put in the less I get out