Drum In

I don’t know how this all became
But every day I just feel so strange
Emptiness can fade away
Emptiness still has its pain
Looking back on my worst days
I’d be shaking, wonder what is wrong
Now I wonder what’s the first day
But now it’s hopeless, I can’t stop gagging
I’m too busy telling lies
Can I trust you with my time?
If I don’t cough up my own brain
If I can suffer my own shame
Of your joke, my insides shown
I’m gonna feel so bad when I get home
Drum in my head
Fill up on bread
What do I need
To make it complete?
It’s four o’clock
Now it’s getting dark
I haven’t eaten anything
I can’t believe in everything
I haven’t eaten anything
I can’t believe in everything
I can’t believe in everything
Seven o’clock, I wake up and it’s dark
I haven’t eaten anything