I Am Alone

Finally my eyes are closed, but something is wrong.
In this position I can feel everything.
It is something I can not understand, I feel this painless pain
I can not see any light, there is no people calling me.
I can not feel anything, fighting should be a tiring way.
Ending now, is it right? I feel it is my time.
It is the time to loose control, I feel my breathe.
Do not help me, leave me alone.
Calm down, don not thinking about what is around me.
I see this clear pain, it is hard but it starts to crumble.
So this is the death, It seems I can choose
I feel a freezing wind inside of me
I’m lying down on ice touching the cold of death.
No one can bring me back, around me only senseless things.
It is done.
It is the time to loose control, I feel my breathe.
Do not help me, leave me alone.
Calm down, do not thinking about what is around me
I have to free my mind, finally I am alone.
Someone is approaching me, it cannot be.
please leave me alone, I am dying here.
I lost my chance, It is not my time.
Death was not so strong.