Pacifist in Camouflage

I was only trying to
Imagine what controls you,
Envisioning the light that turns you blue.
I was only trying to
Control the one that sold you;
The line that made you laugh and turn your face.
Pacifist in camouflage,
Where’s the ghost you’re hiding from?
Gotta keep your head on.
I was only trying to
Imagine how to hold you
From giving into what they ask of you.
I was only trying to
Remember how to cool you
And steal that empty look from off your face.