Tears of Laughter

I would be crying tears of laughter
If I could see me smile again
I still reach for the stars, but all I touch is my horizon
I still believe my eyes, but all I see is my blindness
I still reach for the stars, but all I touch is my horizon
I still believe my ears, but all I hear is lasting silence
Like a disciple of a witness
I judge upon my sacred eye
Still I found the origin
In what’s left of me inside
Can I call this my burden
Or is this just my dream to fly?
I would be crying tears of laughter
If I could see me smile again
Weaker, weaker every day
I forgot my urge to fly away
And is my life as bare as it is?
Cold and lonely enough?
Have you achieved what you were longing for?
Sad enough this cannot be undone
I drop my eyes and shiver as I see
The reflection in the mirror of me
Have you given up, my friend?
Forgiveness be mine
I still reach for the stars, but all I touch is my horizon
Can I call this my burden
Or is this just my dream to fly?
I would be crying tears of laughter
If I could see me smile again