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This is for everybody out there… whoever fucked up their life
Or had someone close do it for 'em
My 3-year-old son says he wants to go to mommy’s
It’s heartbreaking, she’s been doing dope and roxies
I know it’s too much for him to understand
That she let drugs get the upper hand, fucking up his plans
I know he loves her but I don’t trust her
Enough to leave him alone in a home with his own mother
Oh brother, it’s bad enough my child support is turning
Into powder on the counter she’s about to snort
Now I’m out in court fighting over custody
Luckily, the judge can see it’s all about my son for me
Well luckily, they agreed, handed me the orders
Same court I dropped 12 G’s in to see my daughter
A lot’s happened since she moved away in '05
Her spiteful ass mom, homie believes her own lies
Her jealous husband calls my cell like I’ma tell my cousins
Out in Yonkers cuz where you live got me really buggin'
Detect the sarcasm, I don’t even bark at 'em but if I think
About the situation then my heart spasms
My daughter probably thinks her father doesn’t care, 'cuz I wasn’t there,
and it seems like her brother’s taking up her share
Plus I’m here with this good girl, she’s so great
She lies to me saying, «Baby it’ll be okay!»
There’s no way it’s okay I spent the whole day stressin' 'cuz my son’s sick,
and I can’t afford to co-pay