Resign From Life

So here I am, conjuring the ghost of Cain
I was born into this world,
one foot in the grave
but you can still see the grin on my face
Soon I will come and go,
out of order, raving through the show
Trembling hands, smell of death
I disregard bone and flesh
No matter what I do, no matter how hard I try
You still cannot face what I have become
It"s never me, it"s never you
There"s nothing else, there"s nothing new
But I"ve just got one more thing to say:
«Yes, I am my brother"s keeper»
Hey, now I have reached the point
where there"s nothing left to say
I am crusading on this serpent of disgrace
Life, just one more,
just one more connection to let go
Well, let"s propose a to for the loss!
Destiny waits for no one
and now my time is near
I will resign, resign from life
Now I have given all the excuses I could give
Still you try to read between the lines,
keep acting like you knew it all