This Life That I Lead

This life that I lead, that I lead, that I lead, that I lead kinda hard to
believe
This life that I lead, that I lead, that I lead, that I lead got some scars you
can see
(Verse One)
Try to hide that feel but the heart pumps real
Took em off my sleeves but they still wouldn’t leave
So I get it now I’m frigid you can call that freeze
But my mind on ease and I chase that cheese
But I’m down on earth and I found my worth
Been a passionate soul since my mom gave birth
Good times came last bad times came first
If you walked my shoes you could talk my blues
But I stayed in tune battled with my wounds
Had a smile at 6 had a frown by noon
But I still can’t lose I will always win
I was hurt by 5, back on the grind by ten
This life that I lead, that I lead, that I lead, that I lead kinda hard to
believe
This life that I lead, that I lead, that I lead, that I lead got some scars you
can see
(Verse Two)
Some will call that luck, but it was destiny’s child
Now I’m all grown up I been here for a while
Yeah I paid my dues, I’m in the black with the rap
Spent a whole lotta time to hit the map with the rap
Yeah I sacrificed love that’s a heavy price
Just to get it out the mud, missed the married life
Wasn’t travelin outta town or seeing baby showers
Just a blessed songwriter working navy hours
Never cast your pearls because of images
Or be mad at the world and seeking vengeances
Have a plan b and c to start up businesses
And every book ever written was only sentences
This life that I lead, that I lead, that I lead, that I lead kinda hard to
believe
This life that I lead, that I lead, that I lead, that I lead got some scars you
can see