I'm a Mess

This is all I need
This is what I thought
Now I’m getting closer
To what I really want to have into my life
Good decisions need their time
I made mistakes but their all mine
And you know how I am
Cause I confess I’m a mess
We all try to take the best
We want more self-assured
But on the inside
We never rest it’s all a test
I never found out what’s the best
I can try but I don’t know how to end this
I’m afraid of more
I’m afraid of less
And I’m in a quandary
When someone tries to offer me a better chance
I never had confidence
Try to show some understanding
You know how I am
Cause I confess I’m a mess
We all try to take the best
We want more self-assured
But on the inside
We never rest it’s all a test
I never found out what’s the best
I can try but I don’t know how to end this
So take it all away
I stand in my own way
I scream I don’t need help
So force me or I’ll break
Cause I’m so full of doubt
I’m lost into the crowd
And when I’m on my own
I’m searching for a place to call my home
This is all I need
This is what I thought
Now I’m getting closer
To what I really want to have into my life
Good decisions need their time
I made mistakes but their all mine
And you know how I am
Cause I confess I’m a mess
We all try to take the best
We want more self-assured
But on the inside
We never rest it’s all a test
I never found out what’s the best
I can try but I don’t know how to end this