Will I...

Here to change the weather
Better grab a sweater
Whether or not it works
We came here to find better
But I don’t really feel better I feel kinda worse
So I’m getting this off my chest
Before I end up in a hertz
I been dealing with this feeling for a while out here
I been trying to stop this feeling for a while my dear
But I always feel like I’m alone I fear
And the more I try not, the mor I do that’s weird
(Bridge:)
Now I just wonder if lif is worth it
Now I just wonder if the pain is worth it
If I could leave this Earth tomorrow, would anyone notice?
Would they even cry, or would I?
Will I, ever feel comfortable open?
Will I ever have the strength within?
Will I ever be truly honest with my family and friends?
Will I, Will I?
I was having a convo with this girl I used to like
Saying that’s she found another guy and she says he’s Mr. Right
And she’s right, I can’t lie he’s a great guy
And I just find myself fake smiling on the sidelines
Trying to stay mature and strong
Thinking maybe I waited too long
Hooping somewhere in the future along
I can try to correct this wrong
(Bridge:)
Now I just wonder if life is worth it
Not I just wonder if the pain is worth it
If I could fly away from Earth for just one day
To think of what I could say, would I?
Will I, ever feel comfortable open?
Will I ever have the strength within?
Will I ever be truly honest with my family and friends?
Will I, Will I?
(Outro:)
Nothing really matters anyway
At the end of the day, if I had a chance to say
Everything I could say, would I?
I probably wouldn’t, just keep doing what I’m doing
Not living life just going through it
Everytime someone I love asks me if I’m fine
I just lie, but will I (Will I?) keep up the lie
I don’t know
I don’t know
I don’t know
I don’t know