Goodbye, for Now

The reason it’s been so long since we talked
I’m not ready to show up
I feel nothing
I don’t even feel sad anymore
Just always looking for your replacement
I still believe in Love
Like I believe in Just War
I think it’s possible
But maybe just not anymore
So I say, goodbye for now
Goodbye for now, goodbye for now
So I say, goodbye for now
Goodbye for now, goodbye for now
So I’m back in the corner of this bar
Just studying a glass and these faces
I’ve been looking for the one I lost
And for eternity in the wrong places
So either you aren’t real
Or I am just not chosen
Maybe I’ll never know
Either way my heart is broken
As I say, goodbye for now
Goodbye for now, goodbye for now
As I say goodbye for now
Goodbye for now, goodbye for now
So you left me here to document the slow unraveling
Of a man who burned the house down where he kept everything
And excommunication never made much sense to me
Like abandonment to demonstrate how you’ll never leave
And yet you say…
And I say goodbye for now
Goodbye for now, goodbye for now
Oh I say, goodbye for now
Goodbye for now, goodbye for now