Same Dream

I keep on having the same dream
Drowning nobody will save me
Family don’t come around lately
Wifey got sick of my crazy
Can’t say I really can blame them
I hold that zip like a baby
I think I died in the 80's
Came back and everything wavy
I wake up sweating, forget it
Been seeing shit they won’t listen
Then hearing shit they don’t get it
I’m slipping over my limit
She say I’m sick in my head
I say it’s a full epidemic
I cut off most of my friendships
I put my all in this business
Chandeliers will shatter
Simon says your patterns
Will destroy what matters
Sometimes I wonder
What will be left for me now?
They gotta check on me now
I got the recipe down
I keep on having the same dream
Drowning nobody will save me
Family don’t come around lately
Wifey got sick of my crazy
Can’t say I really can blame them
I hold that zip like a baby
I think I died in the 80's
Came back and everything wavy
How you like this rearranging?
I can feel all of it changing
Putting up numbers like paintings
Nancy don’t fuck with the strange things
When we saw summer was fading
We tried to get in the gated
They look at me like I made it
Fucking models who more famous
Still they acting like they shameless
Saw myself how cold the game is
She been sliding me a message
While she got a man she came with
They like what the hell he saying?
Seem I speak a different language
Out here that could turn to danger
Sometimes I wonder
What will be left for me now?
They gotta check on me now
I got the recipe down
I keep on having the same dream
Drowning nobody will save me
Family don’t come around lately
Wifey got sick of my crazy
Can’t say I really can blame them
I hold that zip like a baby
I think I died in the 80's
Came back and everything wavy