Even If I Tried

So what if I don’t see the sunrise?
The sky never been so clear
I don’t know how much time has been passing
'cus you feel like youre really here
And I know you don’t think I’m getting out alive
But I swear I won’t be the one to not survive
I used to think there wasn’t much to see outside
'til I couldn’t feel the high even if I tried
For a moment, felt like I was ownin, now I’m zoned in
Everything I write becomes an omen
Bleeding every drop out in the open
No one sharks in the ocean
Leavin' there with no feels
Big ol' four wheels, driving through the four steel
Like an anvil droppping on an ant hill, we’re stuck in here
Can I finally leave it all behind me?
Oh well, they won’t find me
I’ve been on the run, I’ve been on the wall
The money’ll come, the money’ll fall
Stickin' wit' me, we been through it all
You’re what I need to really evolve, no
So what if I don’t see the sunrise?
The sky never been so clear
I don’t know how much time has been passing
'cus you feel like youre really here
And I know you don’t think I’m getting out alive
But I swear I won’t be the one to not survive
I used to think there wasn’t much to see outside
'til I couldn’t feel the high even if I tried
Even if I tried
Even if I tried
Even if I tried
Even if I tried