Reflection Of A 45

How can I get some sleep when I’m so worried
This shit went by fast quick in a hurry
Your troubles heavier when you carry
But don’t mind me I’m just reflecting
Reflection
I’m just reflecting (Yeah)
Reflection
I’m just reflecting
My heart’s open on Sunday even
Even Sunday evenin
Which some people don’t believe in
But this ain’t preachin me tryna decree a deity
This is me wonderin why you seein what you see in me
And how I can see it too
Ain’t no interest in bein you
I just wanna know how you write your plans out and see ‘em through
Cuz my anxiety make plannin a hard thing to d
This is just me ventin
You know how people get me
Feelins they ain’t admittin
You know how people get reminiscin
And start resentin every move that they made
Like they doin a life sentence
I think of everybody I slept with or did dirty
Shut down on so I ain’t have to communicate with em
Just so they can’t hurt me
And turn around and give my heart to a person I know damn well ain’t worthy
(You don’t deserve me)
I ain’t supportin bein subordinate
But if you can’t find the answers maybe divorce is it