Sorry

I can’t sleep so I decided to write this letter
We haven’t spoken weeks, I hope you’re doing twice as better
Cause I feel lost and I don’t know how to fight this weather
There’s no denying the fact that I love you times forever
I’m feeling like my windpipe just got sliced and severed
I can’t breathe without you no matter my fighting effort
I’m hating life right now, I just can’t grasp this
And any chance that I had with you is past tense
I’ve lost all hope, I’ve balled and choked
I’ve crawled to the toilet, yeah barfing oats
That’s all she wrote, we were at each others throats
Picked a part, pushed each other all a cross the room
I’m exhausted, fumes, man I’m crazy as fuck
I even laid my hands on you, why you hate me so much?
This isn’t who I am, why am I so angry and rough?
That made you give up, I hate myself daily, it sucks
It’s been a while since I saw your face
Last time we talked we fought at your place
I told you I hate you, but that’s not the case
I’m sorry even though it might be too late
Too late, too late, too
Too late, too late, too
Gotta say my goodbye
Gotta, gotta say my goodbye
It’s not that I kept making mistakes
It’s I kept making the same mistakes for heaven sake’s
I hate myself every day for the pain I caused
These pain withdrawals have me banging walls
I gotta live with this for the rest of my life
Knowing I put you through shit I could’ve made you my wife
Of course I feel remorse for the course of action I took
The force that I put on you hurts me more than you hurt
I don’t even know how to apologize for the shit that I did
I won’t forgive myself for the prick that I’ve been
I’m not a bad guy, I’m just twisted a bit
A psychotic prick that’ll throw anything including a fit
Call me sir pissed a lot
I’m like a child that got his lollipop taken away from him, I’m like the fizz
in pop
Shake me up a bit and I’ll probably flip my top
Deep down I’m sensitive, I don’t know why I picked hip-hop
It’s been a while since I saw your face
Last time we talked we fought at your place
I told you I hate you, but that’s not the case
I’m sorry even though it might be too late
Too late, too late, too
Too late, too late, too
Gotta say my goodbye
Gotta, gotta say my goodbye
Yeah, I feel remorse for the things that I’ve done to you
I can’t believe your gone, it hurts
I know your hurting too, but I’m hurting worse
Yeah, I feel remorse for the things that I’ve done to you
I can’t believe your gone, it hurts
I know your hurting too, but I’m hurting worse
Yeah, I feel remorse