Finally Free

A choking life
In a filthy, crowded berth
Ending with my death
Then I’m alone
On a desiccated Earth
Burning my flesh
Another kind of
Tragedy
In every new future
All that lingers
Is the endless suffering
I must endure
Another day
And another poison
Infects my sorry blood
I brace myself
For the dreaded submersion
Wait for the flood
What kind of future
Will I bear
What torment will I spread
Only this time
There is something different
I’m inside my head
Free
There is a true way out
An end to the fallacy
I do not want to die, I just want to get
Free
There is a dangerous way
I’ll endure it, I’m ready
I will dare anything until I’m finally free
I am aware
Even though I have hints
Of a wicked future
A distant fate
Unfolds in spite of me
No more a torture
I am aware
And realize
There’s nobody around
All that remains
Is to jump out of the couch
And I will be gone
Free
There is a true way out
An end to the fallacy
I do not want to die, I just want to get
Free
There is a dangerous way
I’ll endure it, I’m ready
I will dare anything until I’m finally free