rage into blindness

Wait.
I’m not that strong.
I’m too diseased,
And i’m left shambled on my knees.
I don’t think
They thought this through,
And now it’s down
To just one thing.
Lies!
I’m torn away inside
Among the ruins of my dreams;
My perfect little world is
Dead!
There’s nowhere left to hide,
But in the dark it seems the view’s much better here than it really is!
I am wretched
And complicated
And i can’t get through
Anymore…
Stained.
I thought i had it all.
I’m often left alone with broken toys and blood spilled on the floor. i’m
Sick!
And reduced to a crawl,
But in this hell it seems the pain’s much better here than it really is!
Dead.
Now everything is gone.
Believed in what was said.
Then everything went wrong.
I can’t hold
On! and the skin begins to fade
As i awake in this holocaust of stains,
So i have nothing but broken bones,
Decaying in these chains!
Release me!