My Brain Is Eating Me Alive

I try and I try
But I feel like I’m wasting time
On you
In the night
When you
Sleep tight
With him by your side
Do I even cross your mind
As I
Try to survive my head
My brain is eating me alive
As I try to survive
My brain is eating me alive
As I, I
I try and try
To move on
And be fine
But I am not myself
Without you
And I lie and lie
Saying I am alright
But I am not myself
Without you
Oh
Why do I torture myself
During all of the sleepless nights
The meds don’t work anymore
I’m losing sight
Of the person I wanted to be
God, who am I
I am nothing nothing nothing
My brain is eating me alive
Will I make it out this time
My brain is eating me alive
Will I
Will I
I try and try
To move on
And be fine
But I am not myself
Without you
Oh, I lie and lie
Saying I am alright
But I am not myself
Without you
Oh, I lie and lie
Saying I am alright
But I am not myself
Without you
Oh