Ashamed

I am the boy your mother wanted you to meet
But I am broken and torn with halos at my feet
And with your purest light, why don’t you shine on me
Well, I should have been an angel
But I’m too dumb to speak
Now as she gets nearer, the visions get clearer
I’m kneeling, weeping
I will hold her dear
Oh, If your eyes water
You’ve got your favorite number to spin
And oh, oh, oh, oh, ah oh, ah oh, a oh wooa oh oh wooa
What a crying shame, a crying shame
What we became
Murdered my throat, screaming bloody all night
Hit him with a book and how he crumbles
Oh, you should have seen the arches tumble
They’re golden no more
Now I’m smiling in my blood
I’m caught in a whirlwind
I’m going to heaven
I’m standing on trial and it’s painted on canvas
An eternal testament to how we are so animalistic
And oh, oh, oh, oh, ah oh, ah oh, a oh wooa oh oh wooa
What a crying shame, a crying shame
What we became
I bow my head in the morning light and say goodnight
I held her hand and I, I kissed her eyes
Stumbled down the stairs and hang my self on high
And I started for the town
Lyin' in the front yard, I died