I Pretend

Heaven is but a dream, life
Never is what it seems like
Numb in your company
Never enough for me
I Honestly really just need time
Honestly really just need time
I don’t know where it goes
Stable but I barely hold
I don’t wanna fear my doubts.
Should I even care by now?
She gonna let him go, I
Been seen that episode
You make me feel so divided
Can’t breathe no coronavirus
You act like you close your eyes shut
I pretend to open mine up
You tell me it’s hard to find you
That’s your fault may I remind you
I take time you’re borderline ya
You and I go for a drive once
All alone 2000 Honda
High on pills hate marijuana
I swear I refuse to show you
Parts of me that I stay close to
My mood swings and oxycodone
High 2 weeks took lots of photos