Disconnect

Why is life a test
Even when you solve, the answer is in x
Problems come in log but your value is a speck
Check, do you see the disconnect
People searching for answers when they already failed the test
Life dealing you lessons and there isn’t any learnt
Maybe I woulda been king, but I never took a step, check, do you see the
disconnect
You try to keep your circle but you end up with some squares
Never trusting your friends, why the fuck you keeping friends
Funny how you seeing things but there isn’t any there
Just fear, do you see the disconnect
Need propane my nigga
Need no aim, still gon waste my bullets
Feel no pain my nigga
Push morphine my nigga
Let me feel that rave
Men, I see no change my nigga
Inculcate all the moment I faced my nigga
Got an open vein my nigga
Need propane. Not cocaine my nigga
Pretty still really hurts when we quantify em'
Let a part of the gridiron get their greedy on let it mount till its more than
iron
I’m buzzed but not hard of hearing
Listening with rapt attention for the voice of God but I’m left with a grunted
sigh or
A murmur from Obadiah
My Lily rose to a cauliflower it’s nothing I am
A disconnect from my aspirations to touch the sky and
I’m just a mortal a day is only a couple hours
Tell me what is a dream when I can’t have sleep
Two loaves to a baby born weak
Tell me, what is a lotto to a poor man
Who drew his last buck and took his chances
A certain paranoia plaguing the Nouveau rich
Lifelong scars made from class whip
Looking over shoulders wondering
What Would I do
If everything I ever owned is leprechaun gold
Ever growing old
Why is life a test
Even when you solve, the answer is in x
Problems come in log but your value is a speck
Check, do you see the disconnect
People searching for answers when they already failed the test
Life dealing you lessons and there isn’t any learnt
Maybe I woulda been king, but I never took a step, check, do you see the
disconnect
You try to keep your circle but you end up with some squares
Never trusting your friends, why the fuck you keeping friends
Funny how you seeing things but there isn’t any there
Just fear, do you see the disconnect
How random is random when it is calculated
My people be setting standards they’ll never reach
Most decisions I make i do when I’m partly faded
And I didn’t even smoke and a get shot to drink
Makes it a nigga start to think
Taking mental pictures after every single blink
I could empty out my soul and all I need is ink
They always got a lot to say but never practice what they preach
You can tell me what to say but don’t tell me what to think
I can see the disconnect, can you see the disconnect
People projecting their fears all over your own affairs
People never saying yes, cos they ain’t got they own ideas
People know you are the best but that depends
Men i’m tired of fucking playing into these rules
I think it’s time to accept the fact I gotta refuse
You possess the red or blue pill whixh would you choose
Mind frame designed to win but then I’m destined to lose? Wtf
What’s a yeezy to a lame man
Bunch unbelievers yelling amen
What is left to do when all is let loose
It’s 2019 and where’s the change man