X MY HEART

Tryna use my logic but i think it’s compensated by my pride
Isn’t it ironic how the more we try to save the more it dies
Cross my heart
But I don’t hope to die
I’ve been bleeding sticking needles
In my eyes until I’m blind
Losing my mind But that don’t mean
That I ain’t gunna fuckin try
Cuz if I quit
Then I would hate myself n always wonder why
And my heart goes out to those who cannot cope with reality
If u take your life or overdose it’s a tragedy
Maybe all that shit could be avoided if we open our eyes
Tryna numb the pain without understanding the gravity
Slowly goin insane pushing away ur friends and family
And no one sees the signs till it’s to late and somebody else dies
Cross my heart
But I don’t hope to die
I’ve been bleeding sticking needles
In my eyes until I’m blind
Losing my mind But that don’t mean
That I ain’t gunna fuckin try
Cuz if I quit
Then I would hate myself n always wonder why