Rain

Oh kid don’t be stupid
Don’t mess up your fucking life
There’s hope behind blurred walls
You can’t see with sleepy eyes
Oh kid don’t give up now
There’s a world in front of you
Keep your head up and your mind set
So much I need to show you
Oh boy don’t play with fire
It might be
The warmth you need
Take care of yourself tonight
It’s easier if you can hide
The warmth you need
Replace the fucking cold inside
Shut your eyes and give up the fight
This is just a rainy day
Nothing has changed
I close the door and medicate myself
This is just a rainy day
Nothing has changed
Why does it always rain on me
I cannot sleep, or even dream
So what is in front of me
I’m selfish I know and always alone
Too blind to see the demons I feed
I hide in self-destruction, my life is so destructive
I find comfort in self-pity, it’s too late I’ll never change
What should I be surprised about
I’ve seen it all
This is just a rainy day
Always the same routine
This is just a rainy day
Nothing has changed
I close the door and medicate myself
This is just a rainy day
Nothing has changed
Why does it always rain on me
And I know it’s harmful
To follow my demons
And I won’t overcome
My habits right now
And this is just a rainy day
Nothing has, nothing has
Ever changed