Won For Sorrow

«Won For Sorrow»
We would watch them all
We would watch them all run away
Why’d you run away?
Could you watch it all?
Could you watch it all fall apart?
Let it fall apart
But how could I?
I’ll waste another night
I’ll waste another night just to feel real to you
We’re wasting all our lives
Just to feel alive
So give back my broken mind
God only knows I try
To remember I’m alive
And I am better than I’ve ever been before right now
I would be a better person just to move this forward
I would lie just to please myself
I would die just to get myself the fuck out of here
Is this real?
Forgetting just to breathe
Forgetting just to feel your lovesick heart skip beats
I look at you and I forget to speak
Look at yourself, then me
You can’t deny it, yourself is what you see