Never Have Heaven Ever

Children… Of the grave
Born to live and die this way
Blessed be your belief in me
Because I find it soo hard to achieve
And I know heaven isn’t waiting for me
To beg for forgiveness down on my knees
Won’t be savior that you want me to be
I’ll just be me, I’ll just be me
I’ve come
Undone
I’ve come
Unwound
And I
Always let myself down
I followed faith
I followed faith
Blind into the dark
To question life and death
Where do I even start?
But you let your world of guilt rest on my back
And now I can’t get away from it
Pray for me to wash the shame from me
But I know heaven isn’t waiting for me
We’re all over heaven
All over counting our blessings
I guess I could pray for me
But it’s not blind faith that’s saving me