Hell On Earth 2

Ain’t no way I can achieve
I can’t even chief
Shut me out from everybody
I could never please
And every night I seem
To drop down on my knees
Praying to a higher power that don’t even speak
Like I don’t have my needs
Or a moment’s peace
Fighting with my demons anytime I try to sleep
I put one inside my heat wipe a tear and grit my teeth
This gon be my last nap since heaven is a dream
Sick and tired of waking up to the same routine
And tryna run off 2−3 hours of my sleep
I done dropped the H from my ADHD
I don’t got the energy to try to better me
Tryna glide from percs and they calling on me
I been twitching worse, think sobriety’s a thief
It’s done taken everything that ever made me me
Stability and confidence are nowhere to be seen
I been tryna make a U turn in a one-way
Going to the wrong place
I’m headed straight to Hell and I ain’t scared
I be there all day, it hurts to know it’s always
Got me in a dog cage and banging til my paws break
My trauma is my owner, and he keep me in here all day
And what I’ve heard is that the worst is yet to come
So fore I die, I cry, and pen my words That’s say that «it's been fun"(I lied)
Ain’t no way I can achieve
I can’t even chief
Shut me out from everybody
I could never please
And every night I seem
To drop down on my knees
Praying to a higher power that don’t even speak
Like I don’t have my needs
Or a moments peace
Fighting with my demons anytime I try to sleep
I put one inside my heat wipe a tear and grit my teeth
This gon be my last nap since heaven is a dream
Just cause we share the same block don’t mean we share the same struggle
I swear to you our pain don’t come in the same bundle
I know I done tripped over a few past bitches
But now I got a rider with my heart that’s tryna stitch it
Sorry if I’m distant, I don’t mean to come off socio
But as of late, my brain been on overload
I’m going back to days when I would try to overdose
But I’m staying here for you, and I’m not posed to go
Just cause we share the same block don’t mean we share the same struggle
I swear to you our pain don’t come in the same bundle
I know I done tripped over a few past bitches
But now I got a rider with my heart that’s tryna stitch it
Sorry if I’m distant, I don’t mean to come off socio
But as of late, my brain been on overload
I’m going back to days when I would try to overdose
But I’m staying here for you, and I’m not posed to go
Ain’t no way I can achieve
I can’t even chief
Shut me out from everybody
I could never please
And every night I seem
To drop down on my knees
Praying to a higher power that don’t even speak
Like I don’t have my needs
Or a moments peace
Fighting with my demons anytime I try to sleep
I put one inside my heat wipe a tear and grit my teeth
This gon be my last nap since heaven is a dream