Patient (N.)

here I am sitting
pulling skin off of my lips
desperation grinning
attach your fingertips to my heart
pull me apart
and I know you are for home now with patients when I go
and I know I never listen so I guess we´ll never know
wheres your heart
pull me apart
you will stay astonishing
oh you will stay astonishing
oh you will stay astonishing
you will stay
and you are so much
I have trouble keeping up
and you are so loved
I have trouble keeping touch
and you are so much
I have trouble keeping up
and you are so loved
you remove your passion with nothing left behind
empathy detachment freckeled constellation lines on your skin
stone like the end
suddenly we´re older, with notches on our belts
suddenly youre colder with new hands being held, not my skin
this is how this ends
you will stay astonishing
oh you will stay astonishing
oh you will stay astonishing
you will stay
and you are so much
I have trouble keeping up
and you are so loved
I have trouble keeping touch
and you are so much
I have trouble keeping up
and you are so loved