Seeing and Hearing

I remember the last four years now
This has changed
The sound of ambulances in my head
They don’t make sense
I’m so scared
Stuck, this won’t leave
I’ve gotta get out of here
It’s safe to say that I’m a waste of space
I’m just wishing it would go away
I’ve got nothing to lose
I’ve got nothing to gain
I’m just stuck in the pain of the everyday
The sound of ambulances in my head
They don’t make sense
I’m so scared
I can’t wake up to this again
I can’t fall asleep
These things I hear, thy can’t be real
Thes shadows I see