Heart Pounding

It’s not my little life that you want to share,
I was not enough too many times
and now I’m scared.
I have built a solid wall
it was so many years ago,
now you’re cracking it.
It’s not my little world that you want to see
I am nothing, so there’s nothing
to surprise you with.
When you look at me that way, it falls to dust
and I don’t care,
you’re taking over me
my heart is pounding in its cage
and I can’t make it stop again.
My heart, colder than a stone.
it’s not my little life that you want to see
I can hear you,
but my eyes are still distracting me
when you look at me that way,
I cannot focus on your words,
you’re dissolving me.
It’s not my little world, that you want to share
I can see you,
but my mind still plays a different game,
when you talk to me like that
I cannot breathe, I can’t escape
you taking over me.
my heart is pounding in its cage
and I can’t make it stop again.
My heart, colder than a stone.
Be the blood in my veins,
the spark in my brain
and I’ll do the same.
Be the dawn of my day,
the sun to my rain
and I’ll do the same.
Be the blood in my veins,
the spark in my brain
and I’ll do the same.
Be the dawn of my day,
the sun to my rain
and I’ll do the same.
I’ll do the same, just stay