Sugarcoat

I lay in my queen-sized bed
Can barely keep these bad thoughts from running through my head
I know that I should get up instead
If I keep laying here, I’ll wish that I was dead
When you know that you’re exactly where you should be
You realize that everything in your life’s a treat
Yeah, it’s hard, and I’m not tryna sugarcoat pain
Happiness—it's up to you to jump on that train
My friend just lost his mom
And I don’t even know whether my words belong
I can’t imagine where I’d be
If something like that were to happen to me
I thank God—
He’s given me a lot
I need to remind myself of everything I’ve got
My life has been pretty great
But my brain keeps looking for
Something new to hate
When you know that you’re exactly where you should be
You realize that everything in your life’s a treat
Yeah, it’s hard, and I’m not tryna to sugarcoat pain
Happiness—it's up to you to jump on that train