Kinda Homeless

I’ve been kinda homeless since you went to Tennessee
I’m half way off the grid and more than half way out to sea
My head’s a little clearer
I erased the cocaine dealer from my phone
And I’ve been staying with some friends
You know the kinds who pay their rent
And own their homes
Well I haven’t been quite sober since you went away last spring
You know I needed a couple in me just to get my ring off
But I swear I’m getting better
With each confession letter that I write
But baby it’s such a drag to see our friends while you’re out
Starting your new life
Your new life
Yeah
Well I taught myself to sing
While you were out doing your thing
But did you stop and think
While I was out for a drink
I’d been kind of wishing that you never went away
The future is unwritten lord, but I’m just saying
I don’t know what I’m doing
I don’t know what I’m doing half the time
I’m face down pillow talking to myself
Just like I’ve kinda lost my mind
Face down pillow talking to myself
Just like I’ve kind of lost my mind
Half the time
Face down pillow talking
While baby you went a walking
I can’t say that I blame you
But I’m really not that same pathetic guy