Locked In

What have i become captured in my cell
Made of flesh and bones of flesh and bones
Why am i not dead enough to melt in cosmic infinity
Why keeps my goddamn heart beating
While my soul withers piece by piece
Why die away all my voiceless cries in this sea of endless silence
Why am i cursed for the rest of my life
To be bound to my worthless flesh
I’m breathing and thinking
So many words remain untold
Isolation in perfection
I stay locked in
They wash me and feed me
What a burden i must be
Sense of shame in perfection
I stay locked in
So i lay here bound and mute and hope someone will talk to me
Please let me be surrounded by the sound of joy and life
But why do they always ask
The same stupid questions all the time
Please give me the chance to answer to
.do you really want to live like this'
What have i become a creature dependent to the right questions
To the blink of its eyes
This life is not for me
Please death shall send me free
Every breath a curse
This life is not for me
Please death shall send me tree
What have i become captured in my cell
Made of flesh and bones of flesh and bones