Lonely Road

I’m just one more step away
One more step away from my grave
One more push and I’m off that ledge
Go ahead and I’ll break that leg
I reminisce about what you said
Always be a man, never run away
Always makes a stand, but I can’t today
I’ll never understand all the words you say
I’m sick of all the pain and I don’t wanna live in
All of this bullshit you call life
Sick of the depression, never learn my lesson
So this is my last goodbye
Reminisce about uselessness listen this
When I envision this slit wrist, it’s sadistic and twisted
My thoughts are realistic
But I know this and I flow this
Till my body has rigor mortis
Never focus, wouldn’t notice
All I know is that my life is atrocious
Give me a gat, a bottle of jack
Five vicodins and some Johnny Cash
Then step the fuck back
Death is just one call away
Don’t you know?
Where you go?
When you go
Such a lonely road
Lonely Road
Yo this life ain’t fucking worth it
Why do I feel worthless?
Yeah I’m far from perfect
But why do I deserve this?
Slit wrist don’t mean shit
I’m not pissed, I’m numb now
I don’t even need to scare to show ya’ll I don’t care
I just block the world out somehow
My attitude’s been foul and lately I really couldn’t give a fuck
I get drunk cause I’m down and out my luck
Stuck in a rut, and my life really sucks
And I still won’t admit that I’m the one that fucked up
Just a lonely nobody with no homies
Hoping somebody will feel sorry for me
My whole life’s a tragedy
And the man in me is RIP
Dead and gone forever
I know it won’t get better
So here’s my last letter
Seems like in this life of times
Shit gets worse everyday
Motherfucker like me can’t really take the pain
And I’m about to blow it away
Gimmie that yay, gimmie them shrooms
Give me that liqour then leave the room
I’m trying to consume everything that hurts my body
Thinking that I’m ready to party, but fuck all that
I’m about to lay back and slit my wrists
Ain’t nobody coming back bitch
But still every little thing I did in my life
I’m about to end it with these pills
And now I don’t know what to do
Should I let it bleed, or just cut it through
Or fuck with you, and everything you put on my shoulders
Bitch I tought I told ya
I come through blastin with action
Leave your ass on the ground
Put a gun to my dome, pull the trigger
And I bet you’ll hear the sound
I’m so depressed, a fucking mess
My life is so shifty and I’m about to give my brain a rest