Killing Crisis

Heavy killing — new and sick vibrations now
A situation is awaiting the truth
This is a moment that will never ever
Again allow you to be a part
Of my discouraged youth
Waiting for my downfall
I am here to make you recall
My memories will take you
To what I have been through
Let me show you what is left inside
It was that institution as your last solution
I was to weak to fight the coming tide
Forced to feel a suffering
I have become a lifeless thing
Breaking on through with I am into
Myself escaping from the cause
I need a heart that is able to heal
Because I have lost what makes me feel
Darkness tonight
In a world I cannot fight
These are the Killing Crises
And they are coming straight from you…
It was the process of awaking
What has slept inside
The thrilling point of no return
I have recovered my strength
That did for too long hide
Forgive your self for what
You did never learn
F**k you for you presence
And for destroying my life’s sense…
A psychopathic youth?
I was dreaming of hope
And searching for truth
Now I can see
That I will never be free
And still I am more than you will ever be…
No, you won’t hurt me
No, no, you won’t hurt me this time…