Blackout

So um is there anything else I did that I need to know about I want to be fully informed
I told you everything
Good
Mmm
I'm forgettin' how it's supposed to be
Feel like I'm forgettin' bout most the things
I been burnin' and turnin' into the colder me
But it's worth it, it's perfect 'cause you got close, to me
Yeah they told me that nothing could ever last now
But I guess that's the only thing I could ask now
Medicating and making me wear a mask now
But you my favourite, my Crazy Beautiful Blackout
You been turnin' I see how you throwin' cash now
Swear suburban we sittin' up in the back now
Raise the curtain of bourbon I finna act now
Almost certain, determined I'm finna pass out
Hotel room, playing when I got you up
You keep on saying I care too much
Your friends keep hatin' I could give two fucks
No time for takin' when you in a rush
I'm forgettin' how it's supposed to be
Feel like I'm forgettin' bout most the things
I been burnin' and turnin' into the colder me
But it's worth it, it's perfect 'cause you got close, to me
I been herding the questions you finna ask now
Make me nervous, my purpose could make you back out
Hotel room, playing when I got you up
You keep on saying I care too much
Your friends keep hatin' I could give two fucks
No time for takin' when you in a rush
I'm forgettin' how it's supposed to be
Feel like I'm forgettin' bout most the things
I been burnin' and turnin' into the colder me
But it's worth it, it's perfect 'cause you got close to me
Yeah they told me that nothing could ever last now
But I guess that's the only thing I could ask now
Medicating and making me wear a mask now
But you my favourite, my crazy beautiful blackout