Bottle

Seems everything I used to love
Has all been washed away
And nothing seems to give me joy no more
Now only pain
But I’m not scared why would I be
When I don’t feel a thing?
And if I feel something I’ll drown it in a bottle
You so nice when you are sober
Why you always either drunk or hungover?
Why you doing it again?
This is crazy
I ain’t mad at you
You had your whole life still ahead of you
But now you doing it again
Seems everything I used to love
Has all been washed away
And nothing seems to give me joy no more
Now only pain
But I’m not scared why would I be
When I don’t feel a thing?
And if I feel something I’ll drown it in a bottle
Yeah I love it
Fuckin need it
You wouldn’t wanna know the shit I’m feeling
That’s why I’m doing it again
So just take it
Or leave me
Cause I’m not fucking done with the grieving
So I’m doing it again
Why you like this? why you crazy?
Why you feelin like this, pretty baby?
Why you doing it again
Do you like this?
Why dyou do it?
Can’t you let go of the fluid?
Why you doing it again
Seems everything I used to love
Has all been washed away
And nothing seems to give me joy no more
Now only pain
But I’m not scared why would I be
When I don’t feel a thing?
And if I feel something I’ll drown it in a bottle