Neverhome

How do you go from I love you I need you to
You’re not my people I don’t want to see you
A camel could squeeze through the eye of a needle
Before I could read you as violent or evil, but
Where did my friends I would speak to all sneak to?
Silence is not always peaceful. ease is deceitful
No grease for the the squeaky wheel, if we
Keep it real — I sleep around and eat my
Meals alone, real alone, no matter what I
Feel alone and fear unknowns. it’s bad enough to
Lose, but I’ve had it up to half as much as I can breathe in
Without seeming combatitive and rude
Yeah I know that isn’t news, but my attitude
Is new: you will believe a mannequin can move
Stiff limbs, stiff upper lip, stiffen up a bit
Nasty fasciitis, such a Midas touch
I’m not quite as much a gilded cage match
Promoter, rather throw a fight than a punch
I’m the same inside as I was
And so’s the so and so that I didn’t trust!
Don’t tell me I was right all along all at
Once! All quiet on the front for months
I am disgusted as much as I am discussed
So I am a shut-in. Shut up