Awe-Tistic Me

I’ve said it before
and I’m ready to tell it again
In my lowest moments, I’m my own best friend
I wanna connect with the people around me
the people that doubt me
but being in a loud scene with a crowd screaming around me
Is totally overwhelming
to the point where I feel I’m drowning
the sea and the fear surround me
the cheers are bringing me down deep
But now the crowning glory is how the crowd applaud me
applause resounding all around the sound is out of the ordinary
kind of like my personality
til I learned it wasn’t a tragedy
These mannerisms and Danielisms are things that make me actually me
An atom within the matter that’s spanning the seas and planets and galaxys
and that isn’t an allegory
we’re all composed of energy
and it means
The planet’s a can of beings
with infinite different varities
So why are me and V seen as a difficult bit of society
Nah fuck that!
We’re the facets in the diamond
while you’re on the mountain shouting, you can’t see the fact we’re climbing