The Hill

I get the feeling that she’s never coming home
My heart is pounding it’s alarming
I can see her in my room still
I took the blue pill
Hallucinations too real
I miss the sound of conversations on the old hill
Just you and I plus the liquor in the trunk
Drink it later savor flavor till we start to feel numb
I keep my fingers crossed that we remember all that we done
Cause on the day that you decided that I wasn’t the one
I put my hands up
Covering my face as I began to
Run through negative emotion through my mental
And you don’t know what you done cause
You ain’t been through this
Thinking shit like making choics that’ll kill you
Make me reconsidr showing them the real me
Hide it all behind a wall of dirty thoughts and bad dreams
A memory of what you were before they hurt you
Waking up to missing people that never deserved you
I don’t feel like myself no more