Ugly Love

Chorus:
Trying but my vision is distorted I’ve been fighting too long
Tend to run when things go wrong
Its easier to just give up
But its only beauty when its ugly love
Trying but my feelings are distorted I’ve been fighting too long
I tend to run when things go wrong
Its easier to just give up
But its only beauty when its ugly love
Verse 1:
My broken hearts a open target
I’m standing on a wall they throwing darts at
Is it my fault im feeling so exposed huh
Feel like im laying in a open coffin
Sometimes sometimes i don’t know what to say, yeah
When we together its a awkward space
And i don’t do to well with this rejection
So i wanna pack my bags can i walk away
But i know i cant and i get up please don’t push me i’m on one knee
Only want is to spend time
She dont want my company
Everything is so surface when im' trying to see what is underneath
And i know love aint perfect but i never knew itd be ugly
Verse 2:
I shoulda never listened what they told us
They told us love was chocolates and a box of roses
They told us love was bridal gowns and wedding bells
But the darkest side is what they never showed us
Who ever said that it would be this way
They never told me i would need to pray
Picture painted was so rosy was so rose we couldn’t see the grey
I lit my candles thinkin love would be a piece of cake
But relationships they go uphill try to win but they just fail
They continue to get messy like red juice when my cup spill
Who can i really trust will
They hurt me or desert me
And i’m trying to figure out whats real like lord please have mercy
And I’m trying…
Thats why i’m like yes, sir,
The kind of love i’m talking make the flesh hurt
When friends and family gettin on your last nerve
Aint no asper
But emotions is so funny because at first
Its all rushin in with excitement flutterin and its nice and
Its sun shining and its rainbows
Then its thundering and its lightening
Chestbumps and handshakes
Dissapointments at heartbreaks
Can’t know what that love about til you been through that
And its called grace, when
You standing with me in them downtimes
When the moneys low and I downsize
With them screams from the crowd dies
If you love me when its ugly
then thats beautiful in God’s eyes
I’m trying…
Don’t Give Up
We give up too easily
Press through it in the hard times
That’s when love really counts
In the difficult times
That’s when love really counts
You’ll never see the beauty of Love
til it gets ugly