Unresolved

Remember when we’d shoot the shit about banalities?
I was your #1 best girl
That’s what you said to me
You’d call me up at 1am
And on your long Midwestern drives
You’d tell me all your best bad news
And casually omit your lies
I’d always been impatient and sometimes that blinded me
Ultimately truth is a thread
You’re you and I am me
As kids we loved so openly
Time has formed layers and façades
But though feelings may get buried
They’re never erased or undone
They run so deep, to extricate ourselves
From how enmeshed, entwined
Would be so silly and fruitless
Believe you me, I’ve tried
You were my truest friend
Always making time for me
You were so damn good to me
With my best interests at heart
Always looking out for me
Saying I deserved the best
Never quite able to see
That the best for you was me
I love you so goddamn much
Love you more than anyone
But I’m the queen of bad timing
And I like to jump the gun
Feelings get the best of me
When things go wrong, I retreat
Put up all my barriers
Dive deep into melodies
But I just want you to know
You and I, it’s everything
Absolutely everything
That’s all I can really say
I love you so goddamn much
Love you more than anyone
But I’m the queen of bad timing
And I like to jump the gun
Remember when we’d shoot the shit about banalities?
I was your #1 best girl
That’s what you said to me
I’ve always been impatient
And sometimes that’s blinded me
Ultimately truth is a thread
You’re you and I am me