Laughing at Bad Jokes

I left her a note saying
‘Just pick up the phone
Good morning, my darling
We went to paint grandparents tombstone
And sing along with starlings'
I’ll never return to Sun City again
I better be quiet instead of slandering
Only kiddy despises his hometown
That man passed away on Victory Day
Now a wreath around the tree depresses me
Stray dogs always pee on this tree
While I pray to God for a day to repay
I’ll never return to Sun City again
I better be quiet instead of slandering
Only kiddy despises outdated devices
And his hometown
Life is laughing at us, isn’t it?
In God we trust. Bullshit!
First person game, it’s from my eyes
The illusions and the lies
And I am laughing at bad jokes
Is that okay?
I’m not okay